Today was an okay day…acutally it was one of those “eh” days. Lecture in apes, hard test that i’m pretty sure i failed in rhet, did some inputting quiz grades in TA, kept nodding in and out during math, good lunch, usual singing day in choir, & tennis…oh tennis…I played like crap today ): & I apologize for spreading around my bad mood. Got to learn on taking a loss well. Right. Keep that in mind.
Anyways, I was looking over my college stuff…and now its hitting me that by next summer, we’ll all be in different places living our lives. It made me kind of sad because I can still remember the day me and Michelle were in castle rock & south pointe and we were like WE ARE GOING TO GO TO THE SAME COLLEGE, LIVE IN THE SAME DORM, AND WHEN WE GROW UP, WE ARE GOING TO LIVE RIGHT NEXT DOOR TO EACH OTHER. now those were the good days (= but sadly its hitting me that we probably won’t go to the same college because of our majors :/ I mean, she is my best friend/distant sister thing so I know we’ll keep in touch over internet and hang out at times but its not the same as seeing her in tennis everyday and bumping into her on purpose while insulting her :/ insulting over internet is not the same ): & I also don’t want to leave my other friends that I’ve grown so close to over high school T_T OVER THE INTERNET IS NOT THE SAME. It’s just a poor alternative. Getting all these emails from colleges, filling out and turning senior profiles, worrying about applications are honestly just so depressing. QQ